Sometimes I close my eyes and it’s like I’m already there. The warm lights, the warm smiles and the drums in my chest.
And when I open them, only to find out that I am still so far from where I want to be, that heart of mine sinks in my chest.
It is hard, at times, to keep going when all you do never seems enough. It is hard to keep running towards those new horizons when all you do feels like running in circles.
But the one thing that is harder, is giving it all up.
I would never conceive a life without music and a future where I’m not there. My mind can imagine loads of things but that is the one thing that defines “impossible” to me.
And why would I give up anyway? I can feel myself getting closer and closer.
And as I slowly approach this dreamland, it only gets harder and more frustrating. The challenges flow and it’s not easy to follow.
But I can hear them.
Out of my window.
When I close my eyes.
When I lay in bed.
When I breathe.
I can hear the voices. I can see the lights. I can feel my pulse and almost feel my smile.
I feel it in my heart, my bones; my soul.
I can hear the stage as it’s calling me.
It’s closer by the day.
I might be crazy but I believe.
I’m on my way.
“I like the idea of a future because although it never comes, it’s somehow always happening” – Hotel Books
Until next post, keep believing and don’t stop trying. Make things happen! ❤