Performing for the first time tonight!!

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Hey there!

I still haven’t finished the post about my holidays back home, but it is on its way. It contains feelings which are hard to get out just yet, so it’ll take the time it needs!

I just wanted to write this right here to let you all know that I will be performing at an open mic tonight in the city! It will be my first ever musical performance and I cannot wait!

I will be singing Brandi Carlile’s what can I say alongside my latest original song, Running Gag.

I’ve been practicing all week long! I’m a little nervous right now even though it’s only four hours away. But I’m confident!

I’m going to be watching some Brooklyn 99 right now and rest my voice for a while! I wanted to do some work but my brain is too ecstatic for me to do anything other than relax atm.

I literally can’t wait anymore!! I am not fully ready, but I am so ready!!

I will definitely be blogging about it tomorrow!! Maybe I’ll even get some videos of it, which would be great!

I will do my best and I hope that it all turns out awesome and I can have some nice memories of this first time!

Cheers!

Home is calling.

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Sometimes I close my eyes and it’s like I’m already there. The warm lights, the warm smiles and the drums in my chest.

And when I open them, only to find out that I am still so far from where I want to be, that heart of mine sinks in my chest.

It is hard, at times, to keep going when all you do never seems enough. It is hard to keep running towards those new horizons when all you do feels like running in circles.

But the one thing that is harder, is giving it all up.

I would never conceive a life without music and a future where I’m not there. My mind can imagine loads of things but that is the one thing that defines “impossible” to me.

And why would I give up anyway? I can feel myself getting closer and closer.

And as I slowly approach this dreamland, it only gets harder and more frustrating. The challenges flow and it’s not easy to follow.

But I can hear them.

Out of my window.

When I close my eyes.

When I lay in bed.

When I breathe.

I can hear the voices. I can see the lights. I can feel my pulse and almost feel my smile.

I feel it in my heart, my bones; my soul.

I can hear the stage as it’s calling me.

It’s closer by the day.

I might be crazy but I believe.

I’m on my way.

I like the idea of a future because although it never comes, it’s somehow always happening” – Hotel Books

Until next post, keep believing and don’t stop trying. Make things happen! ❤